Welcome to the WWW (+fotd)

WARNING: Long philosophic entry!

As a beauty blogger, I'm more than just a 'face' attached to a website. As a girl, there will always be rumors and assumptions, jealousy and backstabbing frenemies. And as a human, I have to be able to take all this.

My day today has been pretty off. My mood's been low, I've been getting a shit load of messages (both kind but also disturbing), old friends who stabbed me in the back a long time ago, suddenly come running back to be friends with me again. I've come to a point in my life, where I see myself as too much of an adult to hate them for crawling back after saving their own asses back then, but on the other hand, I'm also too much of an adult to just pretend nothing ever happened. I wanna call them up, scream at them, smack their faces, tell them how hurt I actually was, when they left me there to socially die on my own.

The more popularity you gain (for whatever you may have done), the more people are gonna hate on you. People will ALWAYS put you down. And why? Because the ones who are less fortunate and less willing to change, will find someone else but themselves to blame, instead of taking responsibility for their own situation. No matter how hard you try your best to help, they will NEVER be satisfied.

Ohhh, look at ma sexualitaaaayy, lol.

Spite my sexuality and spite being in a relationship with a GIRL, you won't believe how many times I've been accused of stealing someone's boyfriend or flirting with their guy. This will often come from girls who I consider good friends.. Now, in a situation like this, the undercover frenemy suddenly comes to the surface and reveals him/herself. Their true intentions and their true feelings about you are revealed, and most of the time it's not that pleasant. I've often experienced anonymous comments here and there from people trying to take me down in the gutter with them, who later turned out to be someone I actually knew and even worse; thought was my friend.

I'm not quite sure where I'm trying to go with this.. I've just noticed how, especially on Youtube, gurus have to apologize for saying certain things. Like if they're doing a Kim Kardashian inspired look, they have to emphasize that they don't think they look like her, but that they're simply imitating her makeup look. Like, are you kidding me? OF COURSE you don't think you look like her.. We all have eyes in our heads (except for the super unfortunate ones), so we can obviously see that. But why do people still have the urge to attack these gurus if they don't say it? If a makeup collection is requested, the guru will be attacked for showing off, by guiding the viewers through his or her makeup products. Again, are you kidding me?

I think... what I'm trying to say is, that you shouldn't change yourself. To some people it doesn't matter HOW amazing you are, you'll never be good enough. Kinda like President Obama to the Tea Party, yeah? They make up the WEIRDEST theories about him (like him being a Muslim, can I get a 'wtf?'), to try'n convince the people to not vote for him. But to me that's just typical election campaign in the US.. If you can't say something good about your own aspirations; go smear some mud on one of the other candidates. And I think that's exactly what a lot of people like to do on the Internet. ESPECIALLY on the Internet, because this is where everyone can be anonymous.

Anyway... to all you duckface-haters (or anti-duckfaces)...

EAT THIS

L'oréal powder in Classic Tan, elf Everyday Eyes palette
NYX pencil in Black, Rimmel Sexy Curves mascara
MAC Creme Sheen in Boybait, NYX 'Horse Radish' pencil

Sorry, I couldn't help myself. I think it's absolutely ridiculous to even make a website and a song about how much you hate the duck-pouty-face. Has the world seriously come to this? Are y'all for serious? One would assume that the world was too busy moving itself towards world peace and sunday tea-parties with the Middle East - but nooooo... Now they be attacking the duckface! Damn, how dare those girls be lookin' cute all over the place!?

LOL. Sorry for the long entry anyway.

Love y'all

♥